Greetings from Gainesville, Florida

What I described yesterday,
is not a little change for me.
I have opened a door to me that will never be shut.
Didn't even know I was opening it.
It is a happy scary change in my comprehension of myself.
There is someone in the room with me all the time.
She doesn't even need to be with me for this to be so.
I incredibly know and feel her presence continually and always.
She must be the absolute other half of me, if this can be so.
I hardly know now how to go on without her.
But then I do know how to go on with my Nancy.
We will go on together forever,
As in,
the Lord is our Shepherd as written in Psalm 23:1-6 KJV
1 The Lord is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Yea,
though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil:
for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

Shalom L'Hitraot
Ephraim